Adopting the "f-care" attitude!!

Really pissed with work recently.... forever changing with no directions!! Changes are supposed to be for the better isn't it? But sadly i hv no such feelings.... people are forever fire-fighting and ppl like me are forever "filling up missing holes in the org chart".... apparently i was told that i'm very "desk-bound" thou i dun understand what's wrong with that since most of my work ARE desk-bound.... nevertheless as the saying goes "官字两个口", so i cant be bothered explaining any further. Just my change alone has "many versions"... some say not confirmed, some say better to stay... as i told my boss "当事人永远最后一个知道". And i really mean it. She knows i'm not happy and i really am, but she's in not in the situation to make further comments. I dun blame her actually... juz this suck-up work environment. Like i said, since I'm not given much choices, I will definitely try out... lest to give ppl opportunity to say that i'm resilent to changes. But things happened these few weeks made me worked harder to surf the net for greener pastures. Honestly I'm not those who switches jobs easily but I "see no light" in front of me... Someone commented that my "draw-line-clearly" attitude is not right but let me tell you this, in this place, it's everyone for himself.... I considered myself with very high EQ liao... at least i dun burst into tears... muahaha... oops no names mentioned...

Officially mid-30s...

110909 marks the day i offically turned mid-30s... haha... well yes i'm 35 oredi. Dun bother telling me i'm old cuz i really dun f-care. i dare say my heart feels younger than many in their 20s... ;P

As usual no "major" celebrations for me on birthdays. Had korean food at Su Restaurant for lunch... ate my fav samgyetang and spicy rice cake. Then went to see the minis outside ION and had ice-cream at taka... eating non-stop... muahahaha :P

Later in the evening, met Hippo and family for dinner at Popeyes... but then i was still too stuffed from lunch... so only had a chix wing and some mashed potato and the famous chix biscuit. then we moved on the Coffee Bean, when Hippo and wife tried to "embarass" me (per their context) by getting a warm choc cake with a candle and started singing Happy Birthday... my my... pai sei... hahaha!!

Then the next evening, Angel and Apple, together wif their other halves, we had steamboat near Liang Seah St... in one of the popular ma-la steamboat shop. Again very stuffed after the 1+ hour of gorging... thanx for the dinner ladies!! and the shopping voucher too!! :)

Also met up with Peishan and the 2 Huilings.... been "flying kite" the last few sessions... so if i still missed this time round, prolly they'll slaughter me... we had dinner at the new Orchard Central... a korean restaurant... haha yes, korean food again. Nolboo Hangari Galbi is a place i found from hungrygowhere... and it sure didnt disappoint me (at least :P)... would hv thot the prices are steep, but apparently the 4 of us spent ard $70+... after feasting on the grilled marinated prok ribs, spicy rice cake with seafood, kimchi pancake and many side dishes. I was pretty stuffed that evening. The ambience was nice and best of all, we didnt have to do the bbq ourselves... we focused on indulging ourselves with the tasty food. Slurp~~ will find time to visit the place again with bb... :)