Adopting the "f-care" attitude!!

Really pissed with work recently.... forever changing with no directions!! Changes are supposed to be for the better isn't it? But sadly i hv no such feelings.... people are forever fire-fighting and ppl like me are forever "filling up missing holes in the org chart".... apparently i was told that i'm very "desk-bound" thou i dun understand what's wrong with that since most of my work ARE desk-bound.... nevertheless as the saying goes "官字两个口", so i cant be bothered explaining any further. Just my change alone has "many versions"... some say not confirmed, some say better to stay... as i told my boss "当事人永远最后一个知道". And i really mean it. She knows i'm not happy and i really am, but she's in not in the situation to make further comments. I dun blame her actually... juz this suck-up work environment. Like i said, since I'm not given much choices, I will definitely try out... lest to give ppl opportunity to say that i'm resilent to changes. But things happened these few weeks made me worked harder to surf the net for greener pastures. Honestly I'm not those who switches jobs easily but I "see no light" in front of me... Someone commented that my "draw-line-clearly" attitude is not right but let me tell you this, in this place, it's everyone for himself.... I considered myself with very high EQ liao... at least i dun burst into tears... muahaha... oops no names mentioned...